these past weeks, ive learned some valuable lessons:

1) never buy pants from H&M, again. especially dress pants. no matter how sexy the fit is.
2) stage lighting is fucking SCARY
3) stop drawing sexy women in public
4) the parties in stony brook fucking suck
5) dancehall/reggae exists in japan. and theyre actually pretty freakin good at it

let me elaborate:

1) my pants freakin' ripped during work. how embarassing is that? so here i am, trying to fix my shoes and i bend over, and RIIIIIIIPPPP. fucker rips at the seams on my right side, exposing the results of my daily squats and jogging. ripped, toned, muscular thighs that makes zeus himself cry in envy. these pants cant handle my onion booty, fosho. my friend warned me when i first bought the pants:

"dude theyre hot, but they wont survive more than 2 washes."

i laughed it off. the day prior to the rip? my third wash. asdkfhkasdfajdsf.

2) im doing lighting work for theatre and damn its fucking scary. my instructors are true daredevils. how the hell you go up in a 20ft ladder without any sort of failproof is beyond my imagination. i had a hard time looking at the people chillin' in a thin ass scaffolding, and when it was my turn, i was definately shitting bricks. its quite an experience however. never knew there were so much to..lights..

3) self explanatory. some guy actually wants to pay me to do hentai for him. transaction still pending HE HE HE. i mean, no way. yep.

4) stony brook. one of the best party schools in the east coast. nationally renowned. if party fucking meant "bunch of dudes and a few chicks drinking till they die and shitty games while listening to z100 radio", then i wouldnt have bothered.

heres what i think when i think "party":
- girls
- more girls
- even more girls
- good, bumpin' music
- people actually dancing to said bumpin' music

ive realized in sbu, the average party consists of frat boys, lots of beer, crappy drinking games, and people just sitting around. that, my friend is more like a get together. a get together of people you dont know who drinks your shit and fuck in your couch.

okay, this is elitist fahm kicking in. but to me, i grew up with reggae and dancehall as party quintessentials. but trance? what? rock? huh? freakin, rap? what the hell? sure, i love listening to that stuff when im drawing or browsing 4chan or working out--not when im about to tear a girl a new one. maybe its my inability to dance to other forms of music, but to me dancing is either:

- classical and spanish stuff like waltz, foxtrot, salsa (<3), tango, etc.
- dancehall

nothing else. and when im at a party, i expect to wind and grind girls, or salsa till my feet give out. i expect alot of things. if "party" to most people is social drinking, count me the hell out. i guess i hang around with too many caribbean people lol. shame, the only good thing i remember from high school were the awesome parties...

ironically, one of the best parties i remember being in here was hosted by me...hrm...

5) youtube for "junko" or "japanese dancehall" and youll see what i mean. i had no idea how big the scene was in japan o_O mad props.

yep, still drawing. just havent ranted in a bit. feels goooooooooooooood

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